Its interesting how fast or slow time moves in certain situations. Five minutes can go by so fast when you are happy and so slow when you are devastated. I personally am not a fan of this phenomena. I feel like I am always on the devastating side of things.
Those five minutes can be so deadly and cause the most pain you have ever felt in your entire life. Why is it whenever I am happy, it doesn’t last?
I know you must all be thinking I am always upset, but man life seems hard these days. I feel like I forgot how to live. I don’t know what to do with my life anymore. I just want five minutes. I want five minutes of happiness.
Check out the poem I wrote:
It hurts, I told him.
Help me.
But he didn’t care.
All that I was,
Was a memory.
A memory wanting to be forgotten.